Tuesday, November 6, 2018

Confession



Confession: I miss blogging.

Bigger Confession: It’s difficult to blog when life hasn’t been going swimmingly and you’re not sure what to say, and what you actually should say, or more importantly, what you should not say.

I will say this though. I love my husband. He loves me. But unfortunately life isn’t always that simple. I’m in Texas and he isn’t, for far too many reasons and complications to list here. (Really, it’s been ALL THE DRAMA. ALL OF IT).

And truthfully, I would have returned to this space sooner if it wasn’t for the perpetual state of limbo that I find myself in. Because although we got the spousal visa, my happily-ever-after has still not arrived, and honestly, it might not. I may have to consider a different happy ending. One that looks very different than originally hoped for.

I’m here and he’s not, but I want to be back here-here, as in blogging here.

And there it is.

So, I’m going to try and come back, and I’m not totally sure what I’ll even be blogging about or how often, but I’m pretty-please asking if you can hold off on any personal questions. Just know that I’m good and whatever will be, will be. C’est la vie.

À bientôt mes amis [ kiss emojis ].

P.S. Fifty’s good too. He said to say hi.

23 comments:

  1. Oh Sara, it wasn't that long ago I looked back at your blog to see if you were posting anywhere. I have missed you and just love to hear from you. So glad Fifty is good too. My weenie girls (the love of my life) are fourteen now and like them, we are showing our age. Just let us hear from you now and then, good or bad, because you have been missed. I can't comment except for anonymously, because of google or blogger, so this is the best I can do. Donna@gatheratthefarm

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    1. Thank you for your sweet words Donna. It's nice to "see" you again x

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  2. I too followed your blog when you were in France and then the trials and tribulations you went through in the USA. It would be great if you somehow had the time and "voglia" (I live in NW Italy) to blog again. Look forward to you blogging again. You have been missed. Ciao e buona fortuna - Ro xxx

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    1. Thank you! I think I'm ready for a comeback :)

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  3. Welcome back ! je suis ravie de vous lire à nouveau. 😘

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  4. Et plein de caresses à Fifty !

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  5. I'm glad you're good and give Fifty a big hug from us too

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  6. Don't worry! Things will turn out just fine! Concentrate on writing your blog.

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  7. I see you on Facebook so I still follow you. I have missed your blog. I love Fifty and follow him,too. I always hope for the best for you and your little family to be together. I am sorry things haven’t gone the way they should. Blog when you feel like it and I will read. Prayers and good wishes are still being sent your way.

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  8. It’s good to know you and Fifty are fine. What will be will be. ♥️

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  9. I'm glad to see you writing again, even if you're unsure at the moment just what you'll be writing about. I'd personally love a post on where you got that adorable fox clutch, but that's just me. :)

    I'm sorry to hear things haven't worked out how you thought or hoped they would. I really am. As a long-time follower of your blog, I'm rooting for you and your happiness, whatever form it may take.

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    1. Thank you Sarah, that means a lot to me x
      Also, about the clutch... http://www.cestmoisaralouise.com/2012/09/we-interrupt-this-regularly-scheduled.html

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  10. Woot woot! I've missed your wit and wordsmithing. I'm happy you're back.

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  11. Sara, am so happy to see your name pop up on my reading list. And, glad to hear that the VISA finally came thru. I think of you every time someone spouts off on immigrants and think of your screwed up situation. Truly hope it improves soon. Keep on hanging on.

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  12. I don't know you well but what I do know, you're a beautiful person inside and out. You got this. Isn't it funny how life twists and turns and then boom. Another life. You will get your happy ending. Or happy journey... I know it! I'm glad you're back blogging! Tammy

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